Nick Cannon Says ‘E**okay This Place’ In Cryptic Instagram Post Lamenting 2020 & Mourning Friend’s Death

Posted On Jul 27, 2020 By admin With Comments Off

Nick Cannon is going through it right now, both publicly and personally — and while some of it may be justified based on his own acts, it’s clear there’s a lot more now than what matches the eye.

The favourite longtime( and now perhaps onetime ?) TV and radio emcee was called out from all corners the coming week after shaking anti-Semitic mentions surfaced, leading to the longtime host getting fuelled from Wild’n Out. Then, a series of disturbing tweets passed supporters to become concerned about his well-being. Now, it sounds the process is repeating itself over on Instagram.

Mariah Carey’s 39 -year-old ex-husband posted to his official IG account sometime on Saturday night with a photo and theme mourning the death of longtime friend Ryan Bowers. It’s unclear the circumstances of Bowers’ obviou proceed, but based on Cannon’s text, it emerges the incident may have been a suicide brought on after an allegedly indefensible altercation with San Diego police officers more than a year ago.

Even more concerning, though, is Cannon’s own enigmatic lingo within the post, at times nearly almost seeming to suggest he, extremely, has considered self-harm rather than” continuing my physical cosmo on this planet” after a particularly tough year.

The performer wrote( below ):

” Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse … 2020 is definitely the most f ** ked up time I’ve ever evidenced! After waking up& just emerge from my own dark thought of the continuation of my physical cosmo on this planet, this potent soldier actually had the chunks to make love. I’ve said it formerly and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever gratified! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer raced in his home and unjustifiably shot him placing him in a lethargy for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out& fought the good fight that I would conclude his dream is true and settled his album out and share his story with the world. He pushed and fought, he woke up, they hummed him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his fortitude he would whisper to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was obviously his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all represent good-for-nothing because I feel like I miscarried my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another boy, everybody is precisely look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have leant this macrocosm in perspective for me. You would do that quite often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much agony could still laugh and smile through everything is .”

Wow.

Cannon continues from there, alluding to being” engulfed in my own man s ** t” before adding” f ** k this lieu” as a final departure to Bowers 😛 TAGEND

” This photo was the last time we realize each other in person. It was your first show back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it !! You were so happy !! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest resurgence I ever interpreted !! We roughly obliged it little bro! But I predict even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your intensity will never die and your Spirit is everlasting, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own policeman s ** t I could’ve been there for you when you lastly took their own lives after various struggles … F ** k this arrange !! #CantWin #ForLosing”

Sad — and kind of scary, for sure.

Here’s the full upright 😛 TAGEND

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Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse … 2020 is definitely the most fucked up time I’ve ever watched! After waking up& barely rising from my own dark reflection of the continuation of my physical cosmo on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the missiles to do it. I’ve said it once and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever satisfied! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer raced in his home and unjustifiably shot him arranging him in a lethargy for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out& fought the good fight that I would constitute his dream come true and leant his album out and share his story with the world. He campaigned and crusade, he woke up, they stitched him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his concentration he would mumble to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was clearly his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for advocates, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all represent nothing because I definitely sounds like I neglected my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another girl, everyone will only look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have set this macrocosm in perspective for me. You would do that very often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much pain continued to laugh and smile through it all. This photo was the last time we understand each other in person. It was your first depict back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it !! You were so happy !! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest comeback I ever participated !! We virtually realise it little bro! But I predict even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your vigor will never die and your Spirit is eternal, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own bullshit I could’ve been there for you when you finally made your life after several attempts … Fuck this plaza !! #CantWin #ForLosing

A post shared by NICK CANNON (@ nickcannon) on Jul 18, 2020 at 11:33 pm PDT

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Obviously, Cannon has been through quite a bit over the last week. Again, lots of it is self-inflicted and he must continue to take responsibility for all that, but still … it’s always concerning when person get ambiguous like that about envisaging their continued existence on this planet.

Just saying…

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