How Did You Rediscover Your Motivation?

Posted On Oct 29, 2019 By admin With Comments Off

Dear Reddit Users,

Lately, I have been knowledge feelings of tirednes that are inhibiting me from feeling or playing like a semi-functional human. I drag myself out of berthed to make it to categories( most of the time ), both of my two jobs, and then crawl back home to curl into bed each night. Taking a shower has even gotten to point where it feels like a errand. My willpower to complete works is shrinking down to nothing, as is my ability to keep face at my jobs. I leave my apartment each morning and will not return for another 12 -1 5 hours at least on somedays. I have so many ideas and objectives, but it feels like I have all but completely lost myself in the stress of my daily life. Some background on me would be that I have striven with feelings of feeling and feeling since I was a young teenager, and am now in my early twenties. With that being said, for a long time I was really able to strive in my stress. For years I wielded these same type of schedules while completing my Identifies, but now as I am working on the cusp of receiving my Bachelor’s unit I feel out of place and seem to question everything I have come to. I have already been changed my major propose, but I am still questioning my ability to complete this road I have started. As I did with my original major schedule. It’s a disappointing feeling when you threw so much time and coin into your schooling only to realize later that you are not where you feel you should be. I find myself labouring so much that weeks will pass me by before I recognise how long it has been since I have construed friends and family members. As of right now, it genuinely feels like I am doing all of the present working and the only arises I am attaining are striking thumps to my mental health.

I do not want to spend my hours laying in bed feeling unable to move anymore. My brand-new response to stress has become an overwhelming feeling of sleepiness and numbness. I want to learn how to strive in my stress , not drown in it. This isn’t something that friends, kinfolk, or coworkers seem to understand , no matter how I try to explain it to them. I feel like I come off as slothful or whiny when I do try to share this feeling with others. I love to exercise, read, concoct, spend time with family members or friends … As of lately, though, these things I have always loved feel hundreds of thousands of miles away. As does experiencing the will to find those sections of myself again.

I want to rediscover my motivation to take care of myself again … My motivation to work towards the goals I have set in place for myself. The motivation to feel healthy and joyful again, instead of feeling isolated and numb. So I am affixing on here in hopes of finding other people that have known and overcome this kind of mentality/ regime of being. Any advice on how some of you have overcome feelings similar to this would be much appreciated.

Thank you,

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