So my dad and I were in the kitchen and I’m unemployed. So he questioned when I was gonna get a job you know insinuating that I’m a puke or something. Asians ever work hard and if you don’t you’re seen as lazy and fruitless. We are not very close. He gets parasitic a good deal of the time. Has no evidence I’m on this awakening path. He started questioning my job situation. I told him I’m not working a regular errand I’m doing something different. He maintained asking doing what and I didn’t wanna tell him at first. But I lastly said – I’m gonna be a healer. He goes what ?? a dealer ?? I said no healer with an H. He sat there visualizing a bit saying I have to know the disease specifies and to be done in order to medical academy for that etc. He’s like you think you can make money off that? We are Southeast asian so he’s speaking in broken English during this. Normally I wouldn’t bother to tell him but I have a feeling my life is gonna change soon. And I won’t be here to take care of the family anymore as the oldest. They will vary depending on me a great deal. I construe myself abroad, with a big garden, working on my own season. Asian genealogies usually stick together and the adolescents live at home with the parents forever. But what I’m doing is unheard of in our culture, stepping out the box and I do speculate I’m breaking impediments in a sense. I have a different future ahead of me and I have to explore this. I have more to my fib where my guides came to let me know of my starseed lineage from Arcturus but plainly my family does not know this. I can’t wait to see what the future unfolds.<\/p>\n
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