I have no common sense and definitely sounds like a moron<\/p>\n
I am trying so hard to help out around the house and only generally to get better but right now I definitely sounds like I can’t do anything right. My mummies recovering from surgery and I’m the one taking care of her and I feel like an moronic. She obstructs hollering at me because I do everything wrong and even though I’m trying really really hard to do everything right I definitely sounds like the worst caretaker ever. I have to ask so many questions about how to do things because when I try to figure them out on my own I always end up doing stuff wrong and she’s told me a million times to ask for help but I can tell she is so irritated with me when I invite her questions. Im trying to order her drugs and I did exactly what wrong. She’s probably had to yell at me 5 times today for messing something up that I was trying to help. I’m 23 but I feel unbelievably incompetent. When I’m with your best friend, at college, I feel the same age as them. I feel regular and not any less competent, maybe more competent in some areas even but then I get home in the real world and I can’t even discern what my mummy is telling me to do half the time. I am so nervous and emphasize that I pester her more and when she screeches at me I am extremely sensitive and have trouble shaking it off.<\/p>\n
It’s not like these tasks are necessarily brand-new for me either. I’ve always been expected to do this sort of thing but it’s never specific thing so I have to adapt to the context. Maybe it’s because we are always moving houses and states and our situation changes a lot but it feels like everything is situational and I can’t exactly follow a notebook of rules.<\/p>\n
For instance ima always expected to help navigate when in the passenger accommodate but I still struggle to read even simple delineates. I can’t think of the obvious room to place something together( like a food processor ). I blemish the goes and cannot recollect what tools to use in which no matter how many times my momma tells me. I fold the towels wrong. If we are brainstorming my intuitions always suck and conclude the least sense. I seem like an airhead no matter how hard I try to be helpful and useful and smart and I simply don’t understand how to get better at this sort of skill. It’s not like I’ve been sheltered or lives in a convent. I’ve lived in all sorts of different states, slept in vehicles\/ on the street, had to find a way to live off no coin for a while, went to a prestigious university, lives with other families, etc. and I’ve had to adapt to a lot of different things I’m merely not very smart…<\/p>\n
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