particularly stirred at like everything, my mummy just like turning on a song I don’t like or establishing spend time with family prepares me snap and get mad. I always want to be alone, I desire being dwelling alone and merely alone with my estimations, I’m the happiest when I’m alone. I’m particularly reticent in institution and if I fluster myself even a little bit I want to die and disappear, and it’s not just the normal wanting to disappear, like I want to cry for hours over something as simple as junketing in the hallway. I’ll also get these mood swingings, one minute it’s like everything’s fine, and the next I’m depressed with suicidal estimates. But it doesn’t last-place very long, the depression attitudes only last from around 1 hour to a week at most. But I always get suicidal believes, I can’t sleep, I’m exceedingly distant, I cry out for hours, and I’ve even self injured. And the good climates aren’t more good, I just have a good day and it motivates me to keep it going, but one thing going wrong could send me right back to a dip. I probably need to go to a therapist, but like as of right now I’m theory nervousnes and bipolar, but I’m not entirely sure bc I didn’t go to medical clas lol, I precisely have like no intuition what to do bc I certainly only want to stood my humor swings<\/p>\n
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